Contact for commissions, live video calls, and in-person meetups:

yes, you can pay to see me naked both in print and in video:

I have many videos available on Manyvids for now, until I take it all down for being done with Bella French's shit.

When that day comes, email me for a direct link or a physical edition to more sultry and bloody media than m@ stercard will allow.
Here are some of my favorites:

Blade Slut	Post-Stream Rosebud Compilation Vol. 3	Chest Harness Tit Masochism
Combat Doll Training	Canes Chains and Paddles Oh My	Bunny Waitress Shows You the Bathroom

Erotica I Enjoy

Carta Monir is inspired. A cut above (haha) Check her out.

I am always taken by the creativity of Owen Stone/Riverqueer Leathers. Not ashamed to say I fully take inspiration and patterns from their work and am constantly driven to broaden my designs and use of hardware.

Rub Magazine. As a proud tribade, I love the name and spirit. Quality photography, wonderful selection in models. Very inspiring fashion for my own designs and styling.

More to come...

Thoughts

5/2026
Really missing needle and blood play at the moment and it's hard to make the time fi it doesn't feel like it's not working towards something else. Like It is good to have that level of emotional release but the logistical work required means I might as well just film it, but that's a whole other endeavor that requires like at least another person for working the cameras, checking sound, handing steriliztion or backup equipment, being scrub tech essentially and I feel just too rusty and too busy with the growing season to commit. I miss it a lot, the rush and focus, the precision of each insertion and removal, the breath work and sensitivity required and generated. Tattooing is nice to get that stabbing feeling out but there's nothing else innocuous enough that can draw blood and cause some shallow brusing but be relatively fine within a week. I got some lovely 8g needles in and I have to work up to them again, but most of my pericings are 8-10g now and I would love to feel that again, the tension of the skin and sharpness, the scooping motion make it last forever and be over in an instant. I really want to just rip all my videos to CD or VHS or very low storage USB drives and not think about the manyvids and onlyfans and middlemen bullshit and just really get to the heart of what I want to make, what experiences and desires I seek to curate and share. I feel caught in the middle of what I want to do, what gets me off, and what I think 'the masses' want. And I have taken some liberties with my values to do things that I thought would be more popular, but that just isn't worth it for me any more since the online adult market has become so saturated and ai and other venture capital bullshit threatens to tear it all down anyway. So why not bank it all on earnestness and florid desire?

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